Book 1-A New Look at the Creation Myth
From the very first conscious memory I have, I had a feeling of vagueness. It was like I had forgotten to do something before I left the house. It felt like leaving the lights on when leaving on vacation. It was a disconnect that would take me most of my life to understand and process.
My mother would later relate a funny story about what I used to do when I was an infant around the time I started walking. My mother had a dresser with a round mirror in the middle along with a sitting stool. These were common in the fifties. Still are I suppose. So I would very carefully remove all the items in the center part of the dresser, I would climb the stool and sit facing the mirror in a Buddha style with my little legs crossed for long periods of time, until my little legs fell asleep and I could not move. At which point I would start crying and my mother would come and have to “unfreeze” me and massage the blood back into my legs. I believe that was simply a holographic memory expression of my prior life as a Buddhist Monk.
I have for many years felt a tremendous connection to the philosophy of Tibetan Buddhism. I read the tetralogy by W.Y. Evans-Wentz. He wrote the “Tibetan Book of the Dead”, “Tibetan Yoga and Secret Doctrines”, “Tibetan Book of the Great Liberation” and “Tibet's Great Yogi: Milarepa.” In order to do this, he sat at the feet of a Tibetan Master for 13 years. I have read these up to three times each. I love this philosophy. I have additionally studied the Middle Length and the Long Length Discourses of the Buddha as well as other Discourses.
Growing up I felt more like an observer rather than an active participant. It was like I woke up from a long journey and I landed at the wrong place. Me thinks we are not in Kansas any more, Toto.
“Another concept that has come out of the many communications from alleged UFO entities is that of “Wanderers”. They are usually service oriented people, and as would be predictable, they often have a great deal of difficulty fitting into the planetary vibrations of Earth. Often they have the feeling that they do not fit in or belong but at the same time, very often, these people are possessed of many gifts, in the arts, in teaching, or in the simple sharing of a cheerful and happy vibration, which certainly does not suggest the normal attitude of simple malcontent. This concept is particularly interesting to many people who will be drawn to The Ra Material because, according to that material, much of it will be most easily recognized as being useful by Wanderers. There are not just a few Wanderers on Earth today, Ra suggests a figure of approximately sixty five million. The Ra Material, The Law of One, Book 1.
This treatise will be a flight of my imagination, a soaring of my creativity. It will explore possibilities while looking forward, and drawing on historical perspectives when necessary to put ideas into current views. I prefer to look at possibilities, rather than probabilities which entails looking backward. What is possible in the course of our human life on this planet? This will be an exercise in pure speculation rather than confirmation of humanity's self perception thru it's incredible myopia. The most contrarian thinking is to think independently, to discard the herd mentality, and let our imagination soar without the fetters of social conventions.
I will abide by the Greek philosophical maxim, "All things are to be examined and called into question. There are no limits set to thought". This entire book rests on the proposition of “What if?” What if my Pleiadian observations are correct? What could that mean to humanity? I am offering a “non-human” perspective of Humanity.
The other half of this “what if” proposition is “what would humanity do if any of what I said is true?” Would revolutions start spontaneously and world powers deposed by the masses upon recognizing the enslavement of humanity? What would replace the old system of slavery? Can humanity govern itself without enslaving their fellow brothers? Or is humanity fast bound to self destruction due its own insufferable arrogance, egocentricity, and selfishness? Can humanity reach a new level of “Cosmic Consciousness” and awaken the Heart Brain where the seed of Compassion is ensconced? In this state of Cosmic Consciousness can humanity finally recognize that we are one, single family, virtually genetically identical with nothing more than different masks that we each wear to separate us?
Let me preface this introduction with a personal experience. I no longer suffer from the schism of a split brain. Many years ago, I am thinking at least fifteen years, I suffered a massive explosion in my right hemisphere. It felt like a stick of dynamite exploded in the right side of my head, but from the inside out. I almost passed out. I also had the experience of nausea while almost passing out. I thought I suffered from a major stroke. I do not know if I was “out for 30 seconds or 30 minutes or even 3 hours.” Since then I have no sensation whatsoever, including headaches, in my right hemisphere. I think that my right brain hemisphere is essentially dead. I do not know how I survived this event with no ill effects. With a massive, internal explosion in my right hemisphere, I should have landed in the hospital at the very least or in the morgue.
To this day I do not know what exactly happened. However, all of my thinking is "whole brain" in my left hemisphere, without the confusion, schism or contradiction of a split brain. Or maybe the opposite happened. The the left hemisphere was turned off and all of my consciousness now resides in my right hemisphere, wholistically. The best way to describe this is the scene in the movie “Phenomenum” with John Travolta where he has a light explode and he passes out. It is in the very beginning of the movie.
Today is May 24th, 2017, and I just had a memory awaken. It may have been precisely at this moment that I walked in. I know I am a Pleiadian walk-in, and since that incident, my whole life went topsy-turvy. My life went from one of making money and being part of the commercial system, having so many man toys and money in the bank, being married, to one of continuous financial and personal turmoil and challenges that wiped out my financial stability and ended with me divorcing my wife of twenty years.
I felt like my consciousness exploded to a Cosmic Consciousness level I had never experienced before. My perspective of everything changed radically. However, there is a price to pay when ones' consciousness changes so radically. So much so that shortly thereafter I resigned all of my professional licenses, both state and federal. I was a licensed Stockbroker, Principal and Registered Investment Advisor. As I woke up, I could no longer in good faith continue to be part of the deception of the commercial world or the casino called “Wall Street.” In essence I took an instantaneous and irrevocable, life long “Oath of Poverty.” I felt compelled to do this by an Inner Command. And boy has it sucked financially. I currently find myself in a state of commercial poverty for the first time in 30 years. But, I am awake and free. Carl Jung stated, “Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens.” In the Matrix, becoming awake and thus, free, has a terrible commercial price. Freedom is not free, and the price to be free is enormous on the USPOWSCC. Most Americans are not willing to pay that price. Freedom and the “democracy” so espoused by politicians are incompatible. The Matrix was designed to keep the American zombies in a state of commercial “empty pursuit for more” and the evanescent “pursuit of happiness.” In the United States, the American sheeple live in a open air prison, as free range humans, thoroughly manipulated and controlled by the illusion of a free society. A good slave is a successful slave. Never question “authority.” To be acquitted by the commercial system one must “succeed commercially at an insane level”, aka, multibillionaire. Being a millionaire is so “blase” nowadays. My, how times have changed.
Perhaps it is appropriate at this time that I share my encounter with Divinity.
In my dream I found myself in the presence of an Energy, a “Presence.” I can best describe this Energy as The Source. Deep in my psyche, I “knew” this was The Source. I had no need for confirmation from any external viewpoint. Perhaps another way to describe The Source would be the Om(Aum). From this Energy or Presence was emitting a vibrational energy, singing to me directly, a direct communication, one to one, that was a combination of voice, sound, and music blended in such a way that it overwhelmed me with emotion and produced in me a sheer Divine Ecstasy so deep that I started crying and sobbing in the dream because instantly I knew that I was Home. Some have described this as the “music of the spheres.” This creative energy was singing to me directly in the most beautiful, melodious voice/sound/music that I have ever experienced. I say experienced because it was more than simply hearing it. I experienced it with the core of my being. This experience informed me that beyond any human doubt or thought or belief, that I was home. I knew this was my real home. I experienced this in the very core of my being. That was a Supreme Moment of experience for me, knowing that The Source of the Universe knew me directly and I, It. I knew intuitively that I was home, finally. I kept repeating over and over to myself, “I’m home, this is my home”. The sheer Divine Ecstacy I experienced was a combination of Love, Compassion, Harmony, Peace, of Unity, of a Singularity that lacked nothing, and I knew all this instantly. I intuited at that very moment, that the essence of the “I” as I experienced myself was, and always has been, one with the Universe. There has never been a separation, only the dualistic perception of separation which is the Great Maya. In those moments, I experienced what I have recognized as Hyper Space Consciousness. In that very same moment, I experienced all of Eternity, forward and backward in it's Entirety. The entirety of Creation was expressed in that one Moment. I felt my Heart Chakra open up and flower with a deep Compassion for humanity that has suffered so much at the hands of the First Archons. I call this the Ecstasy of Compassion. I also intuited that All is Energy and the All Energy is connected, harmonious, synchronous and mathematically correct. Energy is expressed in the divine mathematical formulas known as the Fibonacci Sequence, the Golden Ratio and Phi. I call these the Energy Matrix of the Universe Numbers, or the Prime Source Numbers, or even “Creation Numbers.” The divine and ecstatic sweetness of that experience has left me with such a great sense of peace and joy, that little if anything bothers me anymore on this planet. I could leave this planet at any time and be at peace with my departure. In fact, I have such a deep desire to go “home” that I wish I could simply disintegrate my body and return home instantaneously. I wish that there were words to somehow convey that “emotion” to you and have you experience it personally, but the English language and available words fail me. I had an incredible longing to stay in that state. I had no desire to leave. Perhaps this is what is referred to as Samahdi, Nirvana, Manna, Occultum or White Gold, by the ancients. I do not know, but I am grateful for the chance to experience what could very well be the peak experience of my life. In the end as in the beginning, We are all One with our brothers and sisters, and all Sentient Beings across this Universe, the Multi-Verse and the Multi-Dimensions. Even now, when I allow myself to re-enter that experience I immediately begin to weep for both sadness and Ecstasy. I am overwhelmed instantaneously.
In the Ra Material, book two, Ra is asked about reaching the eighth level or what is called “intelligent infinity” and Ra responds as follows: “The experience of each entity is unique in its perception of intelligent infinity. Perceptions range from a limitless joy to a strong dedication to service to others while in the incarnated state. The entity which reaches intelligent infinity most often will perceive this experience as one of unspeakable profundity. However, it is not usual for the entity to immediately desire cessation of the incarnation. Rather the desire to communicate or use this experience to aid others is extremely strong.”
As a work of fiction, this treatise will be much easier to believe than if I were to tell you that any of this is real. I do not know any Absolute Truths, I just have Perspectives and these Perspectives are my Truths. You decide for yourself. For indeed, “Truth is stranger than fiction”. There is a maxim of law that states, “Truth conquers All.” Throughout this treatise I have used the real names of people and corporations for the very purpose of indicting the guilty. I say, “If you can’t stand the heat, get the hell out of my kitchen”. I undertook this gigantic task of writing 10 years ago very naively and not knowing what the end result would be, and as every serious writer recognizes, sometimes too late, the journey is fraught with the demons of depression and suicide. I have questioned my sanity over and over. Have I gone totally mad, insane beyond redemption? The only thing I can assure you of is this, I have become totally unhinged from the Matrix.
Welcome to my “Journey into Insanity” where we will ride the Waves of Consciousness and Synchronicity like a surfer riding the ocean waves and we shall meld with the Divine Ecstasy of the Singularity.
My voice is the Cry from the Wilderness,